...Of My Dreams

ok so ive been thinking. i aboslutely like everything about this girl. and if you know me. you know who she is. heck if you can count my comments from her, you know who she is. i'd do anything for her, and seems like shes all i think about now. it may sound dorky, or maybe cute. but i really hope she is "the one". and this is where god comes to play. (not like he hasnt been there before though) if we're not ment to be he'll tell me we wont be strung along like puppets for his personal pleasure. and pretty much everything we do we put him first. so why hasnt he told me anything .. like write on a rock "yepp your right, it's amanda" whats he gotta make it so hard for. im not some philosopher. but things look good. everything seems to be right. i have a job i barely work at, a car i didnt ask for or pay a cent for, my family loves her. but how do i know... id obviously be crazy to say "on jan 11 2007 im setting it in stone that i will marry amanda rogers, because i barely work, and have a sweet car" but i would like some info. it would make things soo much easier. so lucky you. you get to hear me pray. "dear god, please help, i know this isnt a game and you wouldnt put us through this for nothing. but a sign or somthing showing we're doing the right thing, oh that would be terrific, amen" and if you read this.. wanna pray for me too? im serious about this. she means alot to me, and im crrrazy about her. so there you have it. thats a myspace blog about the girl of my dreams.